i cant give my best

orang akan kata saya pengecut, org akan kata saya penipu..
tp its the truth ..i cant give the best in this relationship ..
im take this seriously , because this is about our life, our future ...not something that we can do back n forth again..
if im hurt ur heart im sorry..
im useless
sy xde pendirian
thats my fault
i donno when i gonna change
i dont want be the same person for next 2 years n forever
i want to be important in someone life
n i want to give my best in others life too
memberi itu lebih indah daripada menerima isnt?

tp siapa saya untuk memberi sedangkan saya lebih banyak menerima
 its a conflict
u will say that im make it complicated, myb yes , myb no..
im searching..
im searching what the purpose im live..



sorry dear..its not that im not love u, but its me that can give enough love for u...
n i know u will find someone better than me



u are nice person, i will regret, but it is the best for us..for u  n for me..