:: i want to be like her ::

suatu hari aku mahu jadi seperti dia

ya dia

miss fida

seriously

by reading her blog , i know, there are person who just like me,

yes somewhat and somehow, we really want to be normal human with normal life

but there is no such things in this world

there  are no people that dont do mistakes

i have many story

but i scared to tell you 

because i scared u couldnt hear it

u couldnt understand what im trying to tell u

thats why

i prefer to be all alone

i dont want to hear any rejection

like

u are weird

there is no such human like u

u are ridiculous

but yes iam

i 

weird

sometimes pathetic

sad

but i try to live my life

with people i love

with people that love me

i want to tell the world who i am

yes 

i am not a good girl

but i try to be good

but u dont have to judge me

if u dont fully know me

there is no one that fully understand what i want

what i am

what kind of live that i live

if u want to know

walk with me

see things with my 'eyes'

dont judge me

i dont need judgement

i only need support

i only need you walk with me

i want to tell u, but i dont know what kind of words that can makes u understand me

i am not a good speaker but i am good listener

insyaALLAH

thank u miss fida