i want to let him go, but

I'm not scared of losing him because

Let's be honest here

I never had him to begin with.

I'm just scared of living the rest of my life

Knowing I didn't tell him how I felt

Wondering if he felt the same way.

Rejection says I tried

Regret leaves me with nothing but

'What if's' for the rest of my life.

p/s : i wish he wants me, like i want him. But it's just a dream.